Harry Imagine

#Imagine Harry has been your boyfriend for about 8 months already. He went to see his family for the weekend so you're spending it mostly with Zayn. Of course the other boys will be with you too, but not as much as Zayn. He's your best friend out of them besides Harry. You love both of them very much, in a different ways though, Zayn as a best friend and Harry as your boyfriend. You don't really know why Zayn is your best friend. Maybe because he's a great listener and you tell him a lot of things and that's why you became so close. He really understands you and helps you too. When you're having hard time with Harry Zayn's the one who helps you and lets you cry on his shoulder. Then there's your boyfriend, lovely, lovely Harry. He's the most amazing person you've ever met. He's funny and just knows how to make you smile. You can tell him everything too, I mean just EVERYTHING. Harry stays up for all night if you have to talk about something that's bothering you, or if there's something wrong. They both really care about you and the love between you and Harry is something unreal. It grows day by day and you don't know what would you do without him. Then comes the dramatic but... There's one thing you can't tell them, even to Harry. They wouldn't understand. You know you need to tell at least to Harry but you just can't. You think he would hate you. It's about you and your mind.. You've been a bit depressed lately but you don't know why. The depression just grows inside you, it doesn't go away. Sometimes when you sit on Harry's lap you feel like you want to scream and cry but you just swallow your tears because you don't want him to know. He would get too worried.. You think about what you did yesterday, these cut marks on your left wrist.. It's saturday today and you're going to Zayn's. You're wearing a hoodie to cover your arms and wrists so Zayn won't see what you've done to yourself. You just walk inside and shout Hello. You see him sitting on the sofa and you go sitting next to him. "What are we going to do today Zayn?" You ask. You notice he has been sitting there for a while because he looks like he's deeply in his thoughts. You wait for the answer. "I think we could watch some old pics, then eat maybe some pizza and watch a movie and just talk" He says after a little time and smiles at you. "Sounds veeery good! I love watching old pictures of us" You laugh and he hugs you. "I waited for that sweet laugh Y/N. By the way, Harry texted me today something like this: 'Behave well when you're around Y/N, I will kill you if you do something to her, much love bro xx H (:'" Zayn tells and starts laughing. "You know Harry" You say smiling and blushing a little.

After talking about Harry being so protective over you you start to look for some photo albums. Zayn brings you a chair so you can reach them. You roll your sleeves back without remembering the cut marks on your wrist and start to reach for the oldest one of the albums (which is quite far away). Of course he sees your cut marks but doesn't say anything. After 5 minutes you remember the marks. "Shit!" You shout and roll your sleeves back down. Zayn looks at you with a strange look. You think he didn't see them because he didn't ask anything. After what happened Zayn doesn't speak that much and again you can tell that he's thinking deeply something. You've watched every single pic Zayn has and you've been eating pizza at the same time too so now is time to watch a movie but obviously Zayn doesn't think so. "Y/N... Could you please follow me" He says and starts walking towards his bedroom. Zayn sits down and you sit next to him. "Is something wrong Zayn?" You ask but he ignores you. "Do you want to talk about something" He says "Like about anything." "Noo, not really" You say and realize that he saw your wrist earlier. Zayn looks hurt and takes your hand. You close your eyes as he rolls your sleeves up and watches your left wrist. "Are you sure Y/N..." He says and tries to look you in the eyes. You quickly look at him but then you just break down crying. Zayn holds you and you tell everything to him. "Does Harry know about your depression?" He asks worried. You just shake your head. You feel so bad, but it's good to know that Zayn didn't get mad but Harry's a different thing. "I hope you realize that you have to tell him" Zayn says. You can't believe your ears. "Zayn please don't tell him, I beg you! He will hate me!" You start to cry again. "He won't.." He says and comforts you. "I don't know can I promise not to tell because he's my best friend too" He continues and but you just stare at one corner. You spend the night with Zayn because he doesn't want you to be alone right now. About at 12pm you go home. "Hi babe, I will be home at 6 I think. We have to meet our management today with boys so I come after that, love you xx H" Harry texts. He will see Zayn..

The clock is 20 minutes past 6pm. You're sitting on your and Harry's bed as you hear the door opening. Harry is home. "Y/N...?" He shouts quietly, sounding upset. Zayn must have told him. You decide to ignore Harry and just sit there. Harry comes to your room. You have still the same hoodie on that you had yesterday. He walks towards you and you can tell he's not in a good mood. "How are you babe?" He asks. "Umm... I'm ok, a bit tired.." You answer with your eyes on the floor. "How about you Haz?" "Well what you think?" He says speaking a little louder. You just stare at him for a while and then look down again. "Show me" He says with a cold vibe in his voice. You look at him with teary eyes, begging him to stop whatever he's doing in his mind. "SHOW ME!" He shouts and you jump a little and start crying. "I knew you would be mad! You just make me suffer even more!" You shout and tears are flowing down your face like two rivers. Harry starts ripping your sleeves up your arms so he can see by himself. "Harry! Stop! You're hurting me!" You cry but he just continues. You stop fighting against him because you know he's stronger than you, you would just get hurt. Harry manages to get your sleeves up. He sees the deep cut marks on your left wrist. The only thing you can do is cry while he's looking at your wrist. "So it was true.." He whispers but then gets angry again "Why didin't you tell me Y/N!?" You can't say anything. You are scared and you don't want to fight with your boyfriend who you love, no matter what happens. "How can I even trust you again!? How can I be with you anymore if I can't trust you!? What else you haven't told me? You and Zayn have been cheating on me?" Harry shouts. He is totally furious. "WHAT!?" You shout back at him after hearing what he said about you and Zayn. "Harry you gotta be kidding me! Do you really think I would..?!" "How can I know you aren't lying?!" He shouts. "I wouldn't ever, do you hear me? EVER cheat on the one I love with every part of my heart!" You shout back. How can he even think like that? Harry stays quiet for a while, maybe he's trying to control his anger. "HARRY STYLES COULD YOU PLEASE TELL ME WHY YOU ARE ACTING LIKE THIS?!?!?!?" You ask shouting "I haven't done anything wrong to you!" "That's a lie and you know that! Why did I hear about your depression from Zayn and not you!? Are you telling everything to him before me?" He asks but he's still half shouting. While Harry's trying to calm himself down something happens in your head; all because of he mentioned Zayn. "HONESTLY HARRY! IS THIS ALL ABOUT ZAYN?!?!? YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE SO JEALOUS!" You shout louder than ever "And I didn't even want to tell him! I DIDN'T WANT TO! He just saw those cuts and then I had to explain!" And here you both go again, Harry gets angrier. You both are considering to leave the house, but none of you really does it. You've been fighting for an hour already. You are crying and he's close to tears too. "That's it, I'm done with all this, I'm done with YOU and your stupid little depression. Just go and kill yourself then if you want. I'm leaving now" Harry says suddenly and stars to walk away. "Ok Harry, just go and find a girl to fuck, I'M SO DONE WITH YOU TOO, I HATE YOU!" You shout after him and break down crying. The words 'Go and kill yourself' went straight to your head. Right now you really want to do like he said, you feel so bad but angry at the same time. How can he come home and just start fighting? How can he even say that go and kill yourself'...?

As days go by you are still mad at Harry. Every single one out of One Direction has been trying to call and text you but you're ignoring all of them, especially Harry. One day Niall comes behind your door and you open it because you don't know that Niall is there. "Y/N, I'm glad you're alright!" He says and hugs you tight. You two sit down on your sofa and that's when Niall realizes you've been only crying for all these days. "Harry came to us that night.." He starts "And his eyes were so red and swollen. He looked horrible.." You just look at him and start to cry again. Niall holds you in his arms and continues: "Harry told us everything" "Did he tell he told me to go and kill myself?" You ask and look at the ground. "Yes, he did. Liam and Zayn got angry like hell and I started to cry. Louis was just sitting there.. No-one really understood what happened, especially Harry" Niall tells. You can't say anything. Why in hell did he tell everything? Was he regretting? "Look, Y/N. Harry really is sorry and regrets everything he said and did.. But he was just so worried about you. I know it didn't look like it, but still.. I hope you give him another chance." Niall finishes his little speech, hugs you for the last time and leaves. You decide to take a look at the messages Harry has sent to you. "If I could only turn back time... I would do everything in a different way. I sould've been holding you in my arms, telling that 'everything's gonna be alright'. Gosh Y/N! I feel so stupid. I hope we can talk about what will happen next one day but right now I just want to say I'm sorry for being such an ass, I hope you can give me another chance xx With lots of kisses, your Harry" After reading that you change your mind and call him. In 15 minutes Harry is already sitting on your bed, in your house where you both should live in. "So.... Where is our relationship going..?" You whisper and look at your toes but he doesn't answer. You get disappointed and start to think he doesn't  really care but then he opens his mouth: "Umm.. You know they say that you realize what you have after you lose it.. That happened to me.." He keeps quiet for a moment and so do you. "Y/N I really don't want to lose you. You're the sun for my sky, you're the birds that fly high, you're all those shadows that passes me by, but you're the only one I wanna kiss goodnight. I was so stupid for starting to fight with you and now it's tearing me apart. Every time I see you I feel like flying. Your hair, eyes, lips, nose, cheeks, ears, body.. Every single part in you. I love my life but then I love you so much more. I just can't life without you." Harry's crying now. You hate to see him like this. He looks at you with teary eyes asking you to forgive him. "Harry I..." You start "I just can't forget what you said.." That's the final point, Harry breaks down, falls on the floor to his knees and just cries. "Oh Harry please don't cry!" You say after a while and fall next to him. You lock your arms around him and just comfort him. "Y/N Please frogive me... I don't want to be without you.. You're my everything" He whispers. You don't say anything, you just lift his chin up and kiss him, long and passionately. "I forgive you" You whisper back and kiss him again. "Thank you baby, I love you so much" He says quietly and you wipe his tears away. You spend the rest of the day laying in each others arms, not saying anything, just being there and listening to the beautiful silence.

Okay, this isn't my best ones, not at all but I hope you liked it. Please tell me what you think! There might be some things written wrong but that's because English isn't my own language. Thanks for reading!

Harry Imagine

It's 3am and you can't sleep. Mostly because you're missing your boyfriend Harry like crazy. And this night is not the first one, but maybe the worst you've had already. Nothing's been alright since he went on tour with the rest of One Direction. This is the first time he's away for a long time while you're together. "3 months has gone too slow..." You whisper, "Still 1 left, luckily". You get up and make yourself coffee, which surely helps you to fall asleep. While drinking it you start to think about how you met Harry. "The story of my succession" You smile while your eyes gets teary. You start to sing Here Without You by 3 Doors Down while remembering that day which changed your life...

'It's a beautiful, warm day in sunny London where you're gonna spend the whole summer. You are really, really exited. Today it's gonna happen, you'll meet One Direction for the first time in your life. Your plan is to mesmerise their, well, Harry's heart with just being the beautiful you. You're standing in front of the mirror, looking at yourself. You're wearing good looking, but comfortable clothes to wear; beige jeans & black shirt with neon green, blue and pink stripes in it. You have your converse bag on your shoulder and red shoes on your feet. You take the last deep breath and step outside. You put your sunglasses on the top of your head and look around while sun beautifully tickles your skin. "Now, where I have to go?" You ask yourself while frowing your eyebrows. "Look right, look left and now we go" You say and start walking. You decide just to walk around London until you see the place where One Direction's going to be. Actually, you don't really know are you going to the right direction, it just feels right. After walking an hour or two you see lots and lots and lots of people outside a huge building. "Oh, I must be in the right place" You say with a proud grin on your face while getting even more exited. You run behind that huge group of screaming girls, and without thinking you start to make your way to in front of them all. Finally! You've gone through hundreds of girls. You lean on a weak rail while breathing nerviously. One day ago you didn't even believe that you're doing this; meeting them. And now you're standind right in front of the place where One Direction will be signing stuff. You feel like you're freaking out; you're so happy and exited but the people behing you are pushing you against the weak rail and suddenly you start feeling really sick. There it goes, you throw up and then everything's blurry...

The next thing you remember is waking up on a hospital bed with a lot of people around you. There are nurses, doctors and some people you don't know. Wait. "Did I hit my head while I ...passed out... I quess?" You ask. "No, I mean, I don't know" Someone says, "I think you didn't. We... I just saw you passing out in front of all the people" the voice continues. You try to open your eyes even more and now you see them. "Oh my gosh!" You think while looking around one more time. One Direction is sitting next to your hospital bed. The voice which just spoke to you were Harry's. You lay there without saying a word, just looking at them like a fool. You hear that Niall's about to laugh, but Harry hit's him so he stays quiet. "So I passed out" You say like they don't know yet. All the boys nods at the same time. "And how did you see I passed out? I mean you weren't even there" You continue. The boys are looking at Harry who starts to blush. Then he opens his mouth: "Well.. We were inside that building, and... I was looking at you. You looked so exited and beautiful and I thought that 'I need to meet her!' and then you threw up and passed out." "Harry started to scream like crazy!" Lou says and Harry blushes even more. "Shut up you idiot, I didn't scream. I was just worried about her... Wait! I don't even know your name!" Harry says quickly. You giggle a little and tell him your name. The other boys -except Zayn who is deeply in his own world- are looking first at you and then at Harry who's smiling widely. Then Liam opens his mouth and breaks the silence saying: "So umm.. I don't wanna be rude, but if you are okay do you mind if we leave now? We need to go back to that signing." You feel a bit disappointed and sad but you say that "It's okay." Harry's still watching Liam with his mouth open. Then he looks at you sadly and sighs. "This may sound a bit weird, but can I get your number and twitter... So I can ask you how you feel?" He says while looking down. You take a little piece of paper and write your twitter name & number down and hand it to him. He smiles at you and kisses your hand which mades you feel like the luckiest girl in the world. Later that day you leave the hospital and go back to your apartment. You eat a little and then open your laptop. First you log in to twitter and you see that a bunch of new people is following you; including all of the boys. You check your mentions, there's a couple of people hating on you & congratulating you 'cause the boys followed you. Then you check your DM's and there it is. A message from Harry. "Hey Y/N. Like I said I wanted to know how you feel, so how you feel?" You giggle for his clumsy message but still you are extremely happy. Harry freaking Styles DM'ed you!! You talked to him. One Direction took you to the Hospital when you passed out. You are fangirling so hard that you almost forget to answer. "Hey Harry. I'm just fine. I don't know where would I be without you x" You smile a little and then send the message. After a rough and totally amazing day you go to sleep.'

That all happened about 6 months ago and you're still in London. Shortly, a few weeks later Harry asked you out. You had a great time at your favorite restaurant and then you two walked down the streets of London at moonlight while talking about everything. After all he kissed you romantically at your porch, said "Goodnight, beautiful" and went home smiling widely. The perfect first date. In 1 month you were officially a couple. So now you are Harry's girlfriend, best friends with the boys, and a great friend of Danielle & Eleanor. Suddenly you don't want to drink coffee anymore, but you don't want to sleep either. "This is going to be a boring night" You say and stand up thinking what to do. You know you should sleep but because of coffee and your feelings you just can't. You are kinda addicted to your boyfriend Harry, but you can be alone too. Or you thought you could be. For a few weeks to one month yeah, but for 4 months!? Never. Luckily there's just one month left and then you are allowed to spend more time with Harry that you can even imagine. Smile appears to your face again but you're bored to death so you decide to try to sleep. You are still sad, but remembering how you met Harry makes you always a bit happier. You don't even realise how lucky you are. So many girls would kill just to be you. You lay down and close your eyes. You start to fall asleep when suddenly you hear this weird but quiet slam. "I forgot to lock the backdoor!" You whisper frightenedly at the same time as you quickly leap up. You are scared as hell; Harry's in the US and someone else's in your house with you. You don't know what to do. You are breathing faster than ever, adrenaline is running in your vains and you're panicing. You hear unknown steps, they're coming closer. You are just sitting on your and Harry's bed while the person's coming closer. Suddenly you just jump under the blankets, praying that the person doesn't find you. With tightly closed eyes you lay there, weakly, quietly breathing. You have no idea how long you've been there. You are too scared to open your eyes, but you can't stay there forever either. After a few minutes of thinking, you decide to open your eyes -you are still under the blankets. Then starts to happen. Someone sits down to your bed and you close your eyes. You are trembling and you've been under the blankets for a long time so it starts to be hard to breath. Still you don't know what time it is. Only thing you wish right now is Harry to come home, and the person sitting next to where you are to go away without noticing you. You feel that someone tries to take the blankets off. You murmur something and the person starts to giggle. Then you realise it. "HARRY!" You shout and start to cry. He laughs at you while holding you in his arms. He strokes your hair while you just cry. You were so scared and it was only Harry. Luckily it was only Harry! There's just a couple of things you really don't understand, so you ask him: "But Harry, how you are here? You should be in the US! And why did you just sneak in? I was scared to death! Seriously Harry, don't laugh! I almost got an heartattack! This is not funny, Harold. I'm getting mad if you see..." Harry just laughs at you while you try to look mad and wait for an answer. After 15 minutes of laughing he gets serious and answers: "I just couldn't take it anymore, I wanted to come home and see your beautiful face. I've been feeling lonely for 3 months already. Nothing seems to be right when you're not close to me. I don't wanna ever, ever again be away for that long. I'm so sorry if you've been feeling lonely too, but now I change it. It's just us for a month." "But what about the boys and directioners? What about the tour?" You ask while smiling widely with tears in your eyes. "Yeah, that... The management actually doesn't even know I left, so I assume that they are calling me right when I open my phone. I hope that boys can make through the rest of the tour without me and well, I quess that directioners are not going to like this, but I don't really care, not anymore. You're the only thing I need" He says and lifts your chin up. You see his beautiful green eyes staring at you, gorgeous brown curls calling for you to touch them and soft lips waiting for you to kiss them..<3

Don't judge me if I spelled something wrong, English is not my main language xx Comments are very welcome!